CherylBunny

I've been questioning myself these questions "Is this what I want?", "Am I choosing the right path?"

The feeling grows stronger when I was having my examinations. Is it a normal symptoms ?
Do people doubt about their choices and decisions when they are facing problems and difficulties?

I know that one day, I will be able to smile at myself that all this works are actually nothing compared to now. Just like the current me who's smiling at the past me, thinking that SPM was actually nothing.

I really envious those people who know what their dreams are.
They are so sure about what they want and what they don't.
How can they even so sure?

People always ask me to pursue things that I want, or things that I enjoy doing.

But what do I really want?

I don't know.

Maybe I don't know myself well enough.
That's why I am always confused and having hard time to decide.

But if I don't know myself well, who will?

I feel like I am a lost bird, don't know where to fly to.
Finding my next destination without Waze.
Still finding a comfortable place to build a house and continue my life.

I am always in my comfort zone when I was in high school.
I though that I will eventually figure out what I want after I graduate.

When I was in kindergarten, I don't make decision, because my mom will.
When I was in primary school, I don't make decision either, because I know that I am going to the same high school with my sister.
When I was in high school, there is one small decision for me to do. Which is to study science stream or art stream. Guess what I choose? I choose sub-science, which is like half science and half art.
Because I don't know what to study so I simply choose and go in the class that the school allocated me.

Then what's next? College. Mom helped me to do the decision. "Kinda"
I wanted to study hospitality at first because I think that's interesting. But my mom convinced me to study business instead. So yea, here I am studying business.
I wanted to study at Sunway because I have more friends there but I ended up studying at Monash because mom said that the university is more popular and better.
I took my mom's advice. Because mom is always right :)

I didn't blame her for asking me to study business, because I am not persistence enough.
I followed what my mom told me to do. She didn't force me to choose business, instead she let me to choose, and I accepted her proposal. So, it's not her fault for wanting me to study business.

No one can really do the decision for me because it's my own life.
Mom doesn't because she doesn't want me to regret for choosing things that I don't like.
If I choose the path myself, I have no one to blame, besides myself.

When people complain about their work is hard, and saying that they're enjoying doing those work at the same time, I am confused.

I don't know what does it mean.

Why do people enjoy doing hard work?

That's the dream that they want, they will say. They said that they are willing to sacrifice for their dream.

And I think that it's beautiful to have a dream.

They don't give up easily even when they feel discouraged.

How can they do it?

I am jealous those who have dream.
I hope that I can feel the same way like them one day.

I am just a lost bird, still finding my dream.

Love,

CLYL.

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My sister loves steamboat a lot. This is because she can drink bowls and bowls of soup until she is satisfied. While my dad prefer barbecue, he loves korean barbecue and always wanted to eat korean food. My mom loves asian food, and she's always ordering rice for dinner.

Everyone is having different preferences, and it's quite hard to choose what to eat for dinner.

Recently, my sister found this newly opened restaurant and suggested us to go and have a try.

It is actually a Taiwanese Steamboat, which is my first time trying.

The interior of the restaurant is designed in a creative way and I can see that they have put a lot of effort on interacting with the customers. As you can see there are a lot hand written words and photos of the customers on the wall as decorations.

The people there are super friendly and even though I speak fluent mandarin, I sometimes get blur as they have their taiwanese accent, which I am quite confused. It makes me feel like I am having my dinner in Taiwan again <3 Always love the food and shopping in Taiwan :D

(It is okay if you don't know how to speak mandarin, because they know how to speak English :))

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There are 8 soup bases for you to choose from Pork Bone, Tom Yum, Milk, Konbu, Shacha,

Herbal and Taiwan Spicy

One pot can be shared by 2 people because it might be too much for 1 person. If you are a big eater, you can order side dishes.

We have ordered 3 pots, one is Delicious pot Seafood with Konbu base (Rm23.80), one is Selected delicious pot Beef with Herbal base (Rm38.80) and one is Roasted pot Pork with Pork Bone base (Rm38.80)

This is their light pot, with Konbu base. I really love all three of their bases and regretting not trying their milk and spicy base xP

One light pot is come with noodle and drink. We tried both of their drinks: Lemon Winter Melon and Wumei smoothie and I must say that the Wumei smoothie has a very unique taste xD

The seafood light pot with Konbu base.

This is their heavy pot, which come with Assorted appetiser, handmade meat ball, noodle/rice and drink. My dad really enjoyed barbecuing the meat :)

The ingredients in heavy pot is almost the same as the light pot, but with more food :)

This is their appetiser, which I really like it <3

Their beef sliced.

Their lamb sliced.

We ordered some meat sliced and a bowl of Braised Pork rice, which is a MUST!

After since I left Taiwan, I have always craving for their oily pork rice ! So yummy but sinful xD

It is Rm25 for 2 meat sliced, Rm7 for 2 vegetables/ meat ball (you can refer to the menu above)

They also come with complimentary dessert if you order one Heavy Pot.

Since we ordered 2 heavy pot, so we got 2 pudding dessert :D One is mango flavour and the othe tone is honey lemon <3

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So that's all for the post :) Thanks for reading.

Love,

CLYL

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What it's already week 12?

OMG But I am not ready for SWOT week and exams >.<

I had my last day of school on Thursday, and it ended quite well.

As I had a lot of fun with my friends, whose birthday is on that day!

So after my class, I went to find an empty room for the little surprise.

The surprise is a success, and I am glad that she enjoyed her day, just like me :)

Later on, we went to Sushi Zanmai at Pyramid for dinner and llao llao for dessert <3

On my last week of semester 3 (aka Year2 semester 1), nothing went abnormal, it's just another normal school day for me. Go to class, have lunch with a bunch of friends, and go home. Without any of my conscious, the day has came and it's time to say bye-bye to my "friends" and lecturers, who I only talk in that semester.

It's weird how they became my "Hi-Bye" friends so quickly, while we're still so closed to each other last semester. It is very hard to have a close friends who you will keep on contact, no matter what course/ university you're studying. It's like a routine for me every semester: school starts, makes new friends, study together, school ends, bye-bye, and make new friends again when school starts.

So, I really appreciate those who take the effort on making the friendship last longer, cause I am not good in lasting a friendship. Like I can't simply start a conversation with my friends, even when I want to. I just don't know what to say. So, I am really thankful for those who find a topic and start the conversation first, to avoid the awkwardness.

I am not that kind of person will randomly say hi to my friends in whatsapp and ask what they've gone through, how's their life and stuff.

I will only start a conversation with them when I need help o.o

If you ask me "Are you ready for the next semester?"

A big NO for you :/

I am already not ready for exams, how am I supposed to be ready for next semester?

Even though I am quite excited that I will be going to study at another country next semester la.

Studying is always not my cup of tea. I don't enjoy studying, but I enjoy knowing those knowledge.

You know what I mean? Like I don't like to memorize thing, I prefer understanding more.

But studying is like memorizing the whole syllabus, and vomit all you've memorized and put them in the examination paper. I just can't memorize (or I should say I hate memorizing).

Well, it's kind of too late to say I hate what I am studying now.

Maybe not hate, but not enjoy? Looking at my sister's work, playing with Adobe and art, I kind of regret what I am studying now. But, Business is what I have chosen :|

I just have to try my best to enjoy it and score well.

How's my last week of semester 3?

Good :)

Love,

CLYL

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This evening, I brought my mom to a cafe that is newly opened at our housing area.

My mom did a lot of things that embarrassed me. I think that it will be an interesting topic

about my mom, I decided to share it out here. So, here goes the story.

1. The first thing she asked the receptionist was not "what do you recommend/ what's your best seller" when she wanted to order a cup of coffee. Instead, the first thing that she asked the girl who takes our order was "is there any promotion going on?"

2. Then she later found a jar of biscuits that writes "try me", and she asked the lady at the counter "is this free?". ~ Aunty is being aunty xD. ~

3. After ordering our drinks, we found a place to sit. Then she asked "why it takes them so long to make a cup of coffee? Where I only take a few seconds to make a cup of kopi-O" after a few minutes. *be patient mom* ;)

4. When the drink is served. She straight away stirred the coffee, without enjoying the coffee art/ the scent of coffee. Okay, maybe that's totally fine. But the way she stirred the coffee, so hard that she thought there's condensed milk underneath. *my mom is too cute* ^.^

5. After having a sip of the coffee, she popped out a sentence. "why is the coffee so bitter ?". She even asked me whether they have condensed milk/ sugar, so that she can add some of them inside. But mom, that's latte ! The most not bitter coffee xD

6. She also complaint that the coffee is not hot enough. *asian being asian* who likes to eat/drink super hot food/drink. The coffee is not suppose to be too hot la.

7. Then, she complaint that the complementary biscuit is too small ~ She asked me to see whether she can asked for more FREE biscuits ! *no way mom!* o.o

8. Later on, she muttered to herself that she should bring her bread/biscuit to the cafe. *mom, I can hear you ~ and the answer is still a NO !" :P

9. She finished her cup of latte and complementary biscuit in less than 5 minutes and wanted to leave the place. *mom, you should enjoy your there and chill la~*

10. Before she leave, she said " aiyo, the food here is so expensive. I rather stay at home and enjoy my kopi-O and biscuit that cost me less than rm10" xD