Doubt

Doubt.

I doubt.

I doubt everything about myself. 

It kinda shows that I am not confident.

But I rarely show it up. 

I hope that I have hide them well.

I don't like the feeling of mistrust.

Like I am not capable.

I might look like I am not reliable.

But when I wanted something, I tried my best.

Maybe I am not sincere enough.

I hope that I look like what I want it to be.

But did I do a great job on proving it?

Maybe I am not working hard enough.

I might look like I am playing around.

They think that I can do it better.

Maybe I am not genuine enough.

I want to challenge my limit.

Who doesn't want a carefree life?

Like doing things that they want without any worry.

I doubt the decision that I have made.

We make choices everyday.

But that is what we call life.

Live no regret.

Ps. I am good. Too good to have this kind of thought.

Just wanted to try this kind of writing style.

Still have a lot to improve.

Love,

CLYL.