What? Mid Sem break after 4 weeks of classes?
My friends were like, "I thought you just started school?"

Hahaha yea. It's true that I just started school and now I am "enjoy"ing my semester break.

 We actually have 12 weeks of classes for this semester, which is like DAMN short. 

Don't know how am I able to finish all 3 thick books of mine within 12 weeks.

There're like 500-700 pages :/ How am I going to cope with it ? 

My friends and I actually wanted to go Penang for a 2 days 1 night trip during semester break.
But it looks like we've to change our plan.

Thanks to all our beloved lecturers and tutors, who give us so much work ! 

It's no longer like a break, but a SWOT week (Revision week) x|

I have to spend my whole week preparing for the test/quiz and assignment, which are due next week.
But I guess I won't have enough time though. Even if you give me one more week to study.
Because I won't spend my WHOLE day reading ! I might go crazy >.<

And I like to procrastinate >.<

They said that the second year of uni life is the most difficult year, compared with first and last year.
If you can handle your second year well, you don't have to worry about your last year d :O
But what if ...(haiz don't want to think about what if le>.<)

I always envy those people who got good result. I seriously don't understand how can they have such packed schedule ? They work/study from morning to night and they even have social life.
I don't think that they're human lor 0.0


I think the first one is me :|
(I think I should cut down my social life :(-- stop scrolling insta, fb and youtube videos)

I've tried to write a resume for my intern this year, but then I found that I don't have any achievement or working experience at all. I do work part time job, but they're irrelevant to the job that I want to intern. Oh my, what should I do? Suddenly think that I've been living so lifeless.

Oh well :\

I am just going to do my best, even though I know that I far away from my dream result.

Always give your best. Failures can be painful, but regrets will haunt you for life.

2nd Year of my Uni Life ... Jia You ! 

Love, 

CLYL.

I am not good enough. 

I am not good at everything. 

BUT

I never give up on myself easily. 

After all the pains, mistakes and failure, I still encourage myself to think positive,
and stand up again to face the challenges. 

I might not be good enough for you. But every time, I try my best. 

Because I want the best of me.

Everyone has their pros and cons. I might not good at language.
I might not good at studying, and design as well.
But I might be good at cooking xD (Hahahaa even I'm not convinced)

I am blur, I tend to forget things easily, but I am optimistic :)
I know that everything will go well.
But don't think that optimistic people won't upset.
They just don't upset easily and get healed faster than others.

Even though I've coutless flaws, I don't think that I'm useless. Don't ever think that you're useless. Unless you never try to improve yourself and just keep blaming God is unfair for not giving you any talent. You might just have not found your talent yet (comforting/patting myself that's it's okay to not cover my talent yet)

You might unconsciously buried your own talent. You might be good at something, but you have no confidence in yourself. Confidence is the key! So you doubt about yourself that you're actually not that good. Then you will think that you've no talent at all. 

But do you know that a lot of people still do mistake every day? Even things that you do everyday! Even you've walked for your lifetime, you might still fall down. Even you've eaten so many meals or drank so many water, you might still get choked.

Making mistake is not scary. The scariest part is when you don't dare to face it,
or stand up to learn from your mistakes.

We are humans, humans make mistakes.
So forget about the past and move on!

Think positive / talk to you family and friends (those who you trust) / write a diary (like me) if you're not good at expressing yourself / listen to music. It'll help to heal your (my ) broken soul.

When you think you're not good enough, you've got to put more effort than everyone else.
Oh yea and think positive ^.^ That's what I always do.

Thanks for reading :)

Love,

CLYL.

I remember that I promised her something.

To give her a surprise next year on her birthday :D
I failed the surprise last year, and I tried again this year.



Happy Birthday ! Jin <3 #0303
Here you go, your personal hashtag xD



Want to know how I surprised her?

Okay, the plan was:

I invited some of our friends out personally (not in the group chat) and told them that I wanted to celebrate her birthday. So, of course know not to say anything in front of her.
Then, we went to a cafe 30minutes earlier and informed her sister to fetch her out.

Of course, I also told her sister about the plan. And her family didn't say anything. (So good cooperation :D ) What Jin told me is that her sister lied to her that she wanted to buy a cake. So her sister asked her to accompanied her. When they went in the cafe, Jin was surprised that we (the friends) were there xD.

At first she thought that it's just a coincidence that we're there.
But later when her sister asked her to sit down and went home without her, her face was "huh?
what had happened" xD Blur blur one

So we explained what had exactly happened xD


With Hiew Kei ;)

"Eh, your uni friends very YOLO hor?", said one of my friends.

Yeah.... They are. xD

Most of our plans are super last minute one.
We always discuss about the details the day before the outing. Like always ~
I always like to have things planned out nicely, but with them, I changed :B

The most YOLO thing that we've done so far, must be the Malacca trip that we've gone few weeks ago. I've never gone outstation with my friends so last minute. When I told my parents that I am going to Malacca the night before the trip, my parents was like "Huh? Why so last minute?"

But, luckily I've good parents. LOL
Because I told them that it's going to be a one day trip. Plus Malacca is my 2nd hometown.
So my parents actually didn't say much la :)

So there goes my journey with the gang~
It's actually a small gang, which consists of 6 people.
We went to Sekeping Serendah, Ipoh, and this time we went to Malacca :D

I don't know why the group always short of 1 people ~

Throwback to 2015- groupfie with the ipoh mural art wall :)

Short of Jason ~ Why he didn't join us ah?
I forgot d. But he FFK-ed us :(


Throwback to few weeks ago ~

6 people ended up 4 people going only xD
I must say, 4 of us are the most YOLO one :P Cause we people awesome ~
We didn't even plan where to go when I reached Malacca.

It's a very chillax trip, we just go by the feel. Like when we're hungry, we just went to the restaurant that's nearby. When we're thirsty, we just went in the shop and have our dessert. When we're bored, we took selfie. When we're fed-up of the sun, we went to shopping mall ~

Didn't plan anything, but the trip still went very well ;D (Surprisingly)
I think the main reason why the trip went so well is because we people know how to enjoy ourselves. We got happy so easily and had fun of everything. Even the sun/rain can't stop us :P
Furthermore, Malacca has everything that we wanted (the food & the attractions)

#FriendshipGoal To go around Malaysia and explore every corner of this beautiful country that we lived. I am not sure when or where's our next vacation, but I am already looking forward it :)

Because all of us has been majoring in different thing, we only get to see each other once in a while in school. So, we thought of a resolution. To have an outing every month.

Yay~ Explore all the cafes and get bankrupt LOL :P


The Yolo Gang, my uni friends :)
Thanks for being in my uni life ~

What is the most YOLO thing that you've done so far? Share with me :)

My first week of uni has gone ? OMG

How did it happen? 

The first thing I remember was driving in the car to go to school.

And the last thing I remember was driving back from the school xD 

I can't really remember what I've don't during that week. 

Except driving and chit chat with my friends. 

Did the lecturer taught anything yet? 

Erm probably yes. But what did they teach?

I don't know :O 

First week of school after a long term break is always like this. 

Don't you agree? I always get very blur on the first week of class. 

Like I don't know what to do/ bring to school. 

So, a note book and a pen are what I've brought to school for the past week. 

In case you didn't follow my dayre, you might not know what 've happened. 

So I am going to write it here, for a clearer look.

It's also easier for me when I wanted to look back my Uni Life xD

This post is going to be my February favourite !

I know that not much people are interested on what's my favourite of the month.

But I still wanted to share with you guys :)

Still Alice 

I actually read this book on January. But I forgot to add it in, so I will just post it here :)
Alice is a professor, who diagnosed with early onset Alzemier disease. Alice memorises words she write on a blackboard and sets a series of personal questions on her phone, which she'll answer every morning. She record a video message instructing her future self to commit suicide when she no longer answer the questions.

She slowly becomes unable to give lecture and loses her job. She got lost searching for the bathroom in her own home. She can't recognise her own daughter. Eventually she also forgot that she'd recorded the video message to commit suicide. She didn't want to bring trouble to her family.
But her families love her. That's why they never give up on her. It's a very touching book :)
And that's the reason why I love it <3

The Best of Me. 

This book is practically trying to send a message about love <3 I believe that a lot of you
must have already read this book/ or even watched the movie.
The story is okay at the front. A bit boring at the middle. But interesting at the end :D
Watch the trailer if you want to know more about the story :)

Dawnson was born into a notorious backwoods criminal family with abusive father. Amanda on the other side, is a popular school girl, having a wonderful life and family. Both of them attended the same school, and began dating. But Amanda's parents didnt like Dawnson and said that Dawnson only will pull Amanda back. Dawnson knew that he can't give the life that Amanda wanted. So he broke up with her, and leave the country.

Few years later, they met each other and fell in love again. Even Dawnson knew that Amanda is a married woman with 3 children. Want to know what decision she'd made?  Nah~ I'm not going to tell you :P This book just taught me to make my own decision carefully so that I won't regret later.

I love you because you make the best of me 

My favourite outfit of the month goes to this !

I was wearing an off-shoulder crop top with a white skater skirt, paired with a black shoes, and a sling bag. I love the crop top, which is not a normal crop top T, but an off shoulder one. It allows me to show-off my collar bone xD (I got one okay :P)
I also love the simple design of the skirt, with some black strip below the skirt, that make the skirt look simple and nice. Too see the details of this outfit, click HERE :)

閻奕格 Janice Yan [ 也可以 ] 

I can't really translate this sentence, but this song is unlike those inspirational songs and asked you to be strong. But it tells you that it's okay to give up, tear, greedy and capricious. It's okay to have negative thoughts. In such a helpless moment, it's okay to be yourself and to be sad.

This song actually appeared in the movie《追婚日記》, I think that the movie will be very nice, after watching the trailer. It's going to be in my movie list :D

It's actually came from a comic. And it's currently one of the top listed drama in 2016. 

Which explained why I watch it ! Everyone has been watching this and telling me that it's nice. 

Being a "drama queen" here, I must give some response and watch this drama right :P
Fortunately, this drama didn't let me down, and it's quite addictive.

I always wanted to know what will happen next, as they always make me curios what's going to happen next. And the director really made a good job in the end of every episodes.
Hong Seol is came from a poor family, and she's a student who does part time job. Yoo Jung is a perfect guy, with good academic and kind heart. However, Yoo Jung also seems to have a dark side with some people holding grudges against him.

Yoo Jung finds that Hong Seol is different from the other girls, who keep stick around him. This caused his interest to want to know her better, while Seol in the other hand is trying her best to avoid Yoo Jung all the time in school. Wanted to know what happen later? Watch it yourself then :P



You might not agree with some of my favourites, as we have different interest.
But I will be very happy if you tell me that you've the same favourite as me <3
Check out the series of my favourites throughout the times ~