I asked myself again and again. Where's the past Cheryl that we know and we are comfortable with? I hope that I can find her back as I miss her a lot 😣 

Today, I got frustrated on my exonomics assignment because I have no idea what to do with the article that I have found in the net. So I decided to go and ask my lecturer for some advise. She told me that I have found a very good article BUT it's not suitable for me 😔 It is a very interesting articles because it involved a lot of things which only suitable for those people who are very strong in economics. If I wanted to use that article so badly, I have to study really hard and improve my economics so that I can apply those economics terms in the article 😞 

This meant that I have to find a easier article which suits me!! Spent my whole precious Monday to find this stupid article and it's not suitable for me!?!? What !?!? 😫 it's like a thunder from the clear sky ⛅️⚡️ I really hate you, Econs !! But I'm trying very hard to love you 😢 

The other things that made me moody is my economics test result. My scores have gone regress and it's not that I don't study! I'm very upset and moody all the day. 

Lastly( hope that it's really the last things that upset me ) I forgot to bring my key when I was out. While I reached home after my classes, I found that no one is home and I didn't have key to go in my OWN house! 😖 I whatsapp my dad so that he can tell my mom who is out to come back early. I have waited for like an hour? And I dropped a few drops of tears while waiting for them to come back. 

The reason I really tear is not that I can't go in my own house but all the things that I have haves today😢 today is really not my day. I just feel like crying out aloud to release all the things that stucked in my heart that make me feel uncomfortable. But I just sob quietly. 

Quietly. I'm scared of people asking why I'm sobbing. I'm a person who keep all the secret and unhappiness in the heart😕 quite passive right? But it's just another part of me. I don't like to share my troubles to people because they also  have their own problems to solve. 

I think my starter is quite childish like a child's way of writing an essay about herself 😂 

But never mind ! At least it's a good start 😏 

As you guys can see, I love emoji 👍 because it helps people to express their feeling and makes the whole paragraph more interesting. 

Actually I have been writing my own life since last year in December(if I'm not mistaken )when dayre is newly out. 

I'm here writing blog instead of dairy because I found that dayre has some bug and I don't know why I can't access it 😒  so I gave up trying and trying again to just post my thought and life. 

If you guys do not know what is dayre, then here's the explanation.  Dayre is an app which is like blog. It's to let people to write about their own life, journey and other stuff. I like using dayre because it has variety of sticker😍 hope that blog will hear my voice and upgrade the blog to have some sticker 😁 but it's okay not to have sticker in blog because hey! Dude ! It's blog not dayre ! It has it's own style okay 😜 

P.s My English sucks! Pls forgive me if I have some grammatical error. I'm trying my best to improve my English. And starting to write dayre/blog is to improve my grammar and writing skills. I'm not a person who likes to write essay but my own life -- absolutely YES ! 😁

Pika pika 😜 (ACT-ing cute 😆) 

I just found that those emoji that I have posted can't be seen  😱 I'm using my phone to update the blog. That's why I can use those cute cute emoji ☺️ how sad is it that those emoji can't be seen 😞 . It has downgrade the interest of my blog d (😠 feeling angry but not so angry 😛) or maybe it's just me myself can't see ? 😳 wondering ...

Went and try to log in my dayre again and it works ! 😳 what the hell ! Before I creted blog, I tried to refresh it for like more than 5times? Until I fed up. 

Now, when I feel like change to use blog instead of dayre, it works again 😑 should I be happy that I can use dayre again or what? Feel so confuse now. Don't know to use back dayre or continue my blog 😧